Tumblr (3.0; @marymuk)http://marymuk.tumblr.com/<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/7034a99f43f5c611aa359a7f9c04d1fc/tumblr_mmdl50AjFE1qb38hco1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/49768927718http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/49768927718Mon, 06 May 2013 19:55:47 +0800<p>Without even realising it, I took a long break from Tumblr.  I still remember the first night I discovered this amazing world and, from that moment onwards&#8230;  You can imagine the rest.</p> <p><span>My frequency of posts didn&#8217;t just reflect boredom and a hint of addiction to Tumblr. It was me hiding from reality, me finding a safe place - a place where the world revolved the way I wanted it, where I met people just as weird as myself, where I could say/feel/think whatever I wanted to without being judged for it.  </span><span>I never realised how insecure I was in my relationship with JT until just this morning when I scrolled through numerous posts on this, as well as my private blog.  I never realised how much I would rely on Tumblr to keep myself entertained, happy and sane - because he was never able to.</span></p> <p>But here I am now.  I&#8217;ve let go of the person who was holding me back and it was the best decision I have ever made in my life.  I&#8217;m working in a profession that I love (despite my complaining and groaning - that&#8217;s just what I do).  My family understands me more.  I&#8217;ve learnt that it doesn&#8217;t matter how many friends you have - I have 3 good friends and they are all I need.  What has made the biggest difference to my life is that I&#8217;ve found someone who wants to make me happy - and I want to be happy for him.  </p> <p>I&#8217;ll continue to blog, every now and then.  But I&#8217;m proud to say that I don&#8217;t need to hide in the wonderful world of Tumblr anymore - because reality is finally treating me nicely.  </p>http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/48103877019http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/48103877019Tue, 16 Apr 2013 13:26:58 +0800<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4o8nfZBFZ1r3e62yo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/31664700364http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/31664700364Mon, 17 Sep 2012 00:28:54 +0800<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4neo71kzQ1rswuxxo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/31593457036http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/31593457036Sun, 16 Sep 2012 00:28:15 +0800<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4i9itsvFD1qcs7oeo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/31527203614http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/31527203614Sat, 15 Sep 2012 00:28:15 +0800<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4okfmP49K1r3e62yo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/31465933665http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/31465933665Fri, 14 Sep 2012 00:23:08 +0800<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4o49iu8bn1rq8o0lo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/31404079575http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/31404079575Thu, 13 Sep 2012 00:27:25 +0800<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4pdaydpBq1qg3rafo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/31340009033http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/31340009033Wed, 12 Sep 2012 00:29:42 +0800<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4v3u53wor1qgij4zo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/31274871808http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/31274871808Tue, 11 Sep 2012 00:25:07 +0800<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4v287KZPE1qgnk23o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/31204750367http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/31204750367Mon, 10 Sep 2012 00:25:42 +0800<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m527lyF4AG1qzamk8o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/31129902129http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/31129902129Sun, 09 Sep 2012 00:29:48 +0800<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m5273kLQ5n1qdg24yo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/31061807913http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/31061807913Sat, 08 Sep 2012 00:24:35 +0800<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4z3vfYVuU1qhlepco1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/30999355513http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/30999355513Fri, 07 Sep 2012 00:28:21 +0800<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m52l75U6101qb6t6wo1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/30937811702http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/30937811702Thu, 06 Sep 2012 00:26:33 +0800<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4noaeePGA1qe4cuxo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/30874304537http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/30874304537Wed, 05 Sep 2012 00:28:53 +0800<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m51ti78JfX1rxs8byo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/30804649008http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/30804649008Tue, 04 Sep 2012 00:27:21 +0800<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m50u7qsuCN1qfyafbo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/30731881142http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/30731881142Mon, 03 Sep 2012 00:27:26 +0800<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m50gnruiFN1rq2jcio1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/30660523004http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/30660523004Sun, 02 Sep 2012 00:28:22 +0800<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m59ez43xS61r5czhfo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/30591826019http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/30591826019Sat, 01 Sep 2012 00:29:26 +0800<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m59gc0AeVo1ros50go1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/30525758842http://marymuk.tumblr.com/post/30525758842Fri, 31 Aug 2012 00:28:07 +0800